Bible reading

The proble. I havent been reading me bible. it comes to show how important bible reading is. if u dont start ur day with God then you have a horrible day it seems like.

ANGER!!!!!

Anger build up like legos stacked up.
don't know what to do where to turn.
help me please just help me now.
locked up in this cage in this box.
i did no wrong but didn't do no wrong.
don't know what to do. i try to walk that lne.
not the one on the right on the one on the left.
just want to find this way out. how do i get out?
every time one lock is out it closes and more are added.
i dn't know, i don't know, i don't know, i just don't know.

Ay Biscochitos!

I miss that song. Ay biscochitos! Mi Biscochitos!

Teenzies Died

the teenzies use to be a great group. a great small club. we had so much energy and focus on what we were planning. once one or two things hit us we weren't as intreasted as pursuing what our plan was. it is alright though we still are friends and talk every now and then but i miss the fun.

Jona

Jona is one of my guy friends. He is so dramatic and very hilarious. i like him becuase he isn't the stuck up kind of a guy with a big ego. It not like he is nice but he isn't mean either. i mean to his friends. he likes to joke around with everybody. or almost. jona and i had won most dramtic for our yearbook this year. it is aswesome. his fourth year winning and my first. this is so tottally awesome. i really appreicate him so much. he's a good friend and we have been friends for a long time.

I hAtE hIm

my stupid ex-boyfriend hooked up with a chick named hilda. He got her pregnant and she now lives with him when he is only 15 years old. i am glad that isn;t me though. i though i would have to be that girl. i don't need somebody like that but it hurts. especially when you still like him.

I want this

I want to become a sucessful person. I want to become a phycologist. I want to be a phycologist for deaf and hearing. for kids, teens, and adults. I want to do this because I dislike how whenever a deaf needs help a interpretator has to be there and they hold back or they feel like their buisness is theirs and they don't want to share it with someone hanging in the room. I also want to be this because not only hearing but deaf need to know how to exclude rejection from their path. I felt rejected all the time and I want to help these people who feel that way because I know what rejection is like. Sometimes you know this group or person won't except you for who you are and you tend to isolate yourself. I do that when I am mad or need to be alone but in the cases i want to work in it is different you don't want to isolate yourself but you do anyway because of your self-esteem.