I want this

I want to become a sucessful person. I want to become a phycologist. I want to be a phycologist for deaf and hearing. for kids, teens, and adults. I want to do this because I dislike how whenever a deaf needs help a interpretator has to be there and they hold back or they feel like their buisness is theirs and they don't want to share it with someone hanging in the room. I also want to be this because not only hearing but deaf need to know how to exclude rejection from their path. I felt rejected all the time and I want to help these people who feel that way because I know what rejection is like. Sometimes you know this group or person won't except you for who you are and you tend to isolate yourself. I do that when I am mad or need to be alone but in the cases i want to work in it is different you don't want to isolate yourself but you do anyway because of your self-esteem.

WOW!

i haven't posted up a blog for the longest time. let's do a quick catch up. the second week of December i moved in with my friend bubbles. it was one of the coolest experiences and funnest. i voed having a sister my AGE. who i can acually have fun with. we had paint on our faces-to flour-to playing on the kareyoke-to just doing some crafts like christmas cards for example. it is fun. it seemed like a twin except non-identical. hehehe.
mrs. Pacheco as my mentor is so awesome. i went to the spanish club festival it was so cool. it was fun being around Mrs. Pacheco for like 17 hours lol. She tells me like it is. It's just sometimes i feel like something is wrong. like thats she thinks i use all my problems just to have someone to talk to.
today i wrote my mom a letter about my bad attitude. about how she needs to trust me about how i don't want to live with her nor my stepdad. how i am afraid of living a life like some older siblings of mine. homeless....no job.....all alone.....like you have nothing....nothing at all.
well there is alot to catch up on but i don't have that much time.